tuh dia...bersawang katanya. dh lama giler x hupdate blog nih kannnn. just imagine betapa bz nyer my life for the past few months. keje x sudah with so many things happened i.e. RON95, euro 2M fuel n so on. but please do not ask question about the fuel coz im tired to answer. masa sept 1, i rasa kt ofis tuh i dh jd mcm mesralink dok jwb telefon n dok reply sms yg berderet2.

i dpt berehat sikit dlm bulan puasa nih jer...oppss talking about puasa, dh habis sebulan pun n raya dh lebih seminggu. sempat lg kot i wish everyone selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin. nothing special about my cuti raya. as usual i spent 3 days working at KLCC but of course la wearing casually. haloo...tgh cuti tau. tp i x menyesal pun sbb i luv my work =p

7 months to go...im not sure whether im still available after 7 months. what does it mean? hehehe...it's for me to pop up the question n for u to find out. well, sabah is a great place to live. the people are nice n open minded. whatever u did, they wont bother at all. let i will be transferred, confirm la i akan nanges. alamak apa yg i merepek nih???

masa raya hari tuh sempat la pegi tgk my house yg baru beli tuh tp still x buat apa. actually i sendiri x tau nk mula kt mana. mcm bnyk benda nk kena buat i.e. kitchen cabinet, living room, master bedroom, bathroom, paint n so on. last2 i dtg tgk sana sini pastuh blah jer hahaha. perhaps next time balik kl baru i do something. first thing yg i nk buat is the kitchen cabinet, plaster ceiling, bathroom n check the power point whether it is functioning or not. the next phase will be painting necessary area before i put any furniture. this is my house floor plan...

a duplex condo...i mmg suka sgt, just nice for 1 person. what??? one person tinggal sini??? hahahahaha...i must be mad =p

masa ramadan yg lps i jarang sgt outstation. most of the time i just be within KK area. malas la nk pegi merayap mana2. keje kt office pun berlonggok n mcm2 nk kena buat especially bila my boss dh balik dr birmingham nih. so harus la bnyk benda nk kena buat kannnn. takper, we're gud friends pun...hehe. oppsss...i bukan kaki kipas ok. i knew her since we were peers when i was based in KL previously. she became my boss in 2006 when she took over the manager position from my former boss.

as usual, i x la buruk lantak masa berbuka. just beli kuih cara seringgit jer kt pasar ramadan. if kuih tuh xde mmg i x beli apa pun. cuma ada sekali jer i beli nasi beriani n ayam madu. itu pun sbb i punya gastric dh naik kepala. i dh start muntah2 dh time tuh n kepala i pun sakit ya amatzz...actually puncanya i pegi keningau ikut jalan lama yg bengkang bengkok. if im driving ok jer but hari tuh gatal takmo drive, i asked my colleague to drive. last2 hambek kau trus muntah2 sbb mabuk. since perut pun kosong coz i berbuka ngan kurma n susu jer trus la gastric n angin. nasib baik la boleh control lg, so i dont hv to break my fast hehehe. the rest of the ramadan i just berbuka ngan kuih cara, kurma n susu. even berbuka kt hotel pun jarang sbb malas giler nk pegi hahaha...

i cuti raya from 18 - 27/9. ala most of my friends pun amek cuti yg sama gak. tak ramai yg extend cuti. but i fly to kl earlier on 15/9 coz i hv to attend a meeting on 16 - 17/9. bagus tak planning boss i yg baru balik tuh? hahaha...actually nih mmg dh jd tradisi my dept pun. before cuti raya mesti ada dept meeting so that kitorang akan dpt berbuka sama2 n bermaaf maafan each other. best kan??

oh ya...2 of my gud friends got married tp i pegi satu jer wedding, yg sorang lg i x pegi. tu pun sbb kena jd pengapit. later i share camner wedding org bajau kota belud. mmg unik n totally new experience for me. i sendiri pun rasa nk tergelak pun ada sbb agak menggelabah. yelah, first time ok jd pengapit nih...x pasal2 baju raya i dua pasang this year hahaha. later i will share the whole experience ok =p

i think i have wrote a lot...im gonna stop here first. i'll write some more later...

MH

hmm another working weekend for me...when i wrote this i was in sandakan attending the hari peladang negeri sabah. it was officiated by the chief minister of sabah. fortunately i managed to get sabah hotel to stay. it was fully booked by the sabah ministers because they had cabinet meeting in sandakan.

when i arrived on friday, it was raining. but today during the opening ceremony, the day was hot n sunny. we didnt open any booth but we were sponsoring one of the booth. so i was in sandakan representing the management, establish new network and penetrating new market. that's why my job is quite interesting because it blends both technical and marketing.

my schedule this month already fully booked except weekend. i need to attend the company teambuilding on july 14-16 but i think i hv to decline. i hv a lot of things to do at the office. likewise, i need to prepare for my assessment on july 20 to be promoted. i only have 2 weeks for the preparation with so many things to study. dh tua2 pun nk kena study lg kan...tua ke i nih???? haha

the swine flue has worsen but i still fly here and there. most of the time i'll be at the airport to catch a flight. should i reduce the frequency of flying? i can see a lot of people wearing the face mask at the airport right now at kk international airport. i dont know how's the situation at klia. the last time when i was there, still ok. since the first outbreak in mexico, more than a million of people were infected.

hmm...x lama lg dh nk puasa. sekejap jer dh nk sampai setahun. cpt jer masa berlalu. this yr i still sempat berpuasa n menikmati event hari raya di sabah. better i enjoy it before i kena transfer balik kl. bila fikir2 balik kan...i mcm malas nk transfer ke kl lg. bukan apa, i sgt enjoy keje kt sabah nih.

even though sabah ni besar nk kena tgk tp org2 sabah mmg best. if korang pernah ke sabah mesti korang pernah rasa kemesraan org2 sabah nih. if korang x pernah sampai, plan la cuti ke sabah. skrg nih ada airasia, everyone can fly katanya hahaha...ala malaysia airline pun if u book awal harga lebih kurang dgn airasia jugak. i dh pernah buat price comparison tau...

k la i stop here first...bnyk benda nk tulis tp tak tertulis. sekian update utk kali nih TTFN!

MH

hmm lately bnyk benda nk kena buat kt ofis nih tp still kena fly sana sini kannn...so mari kita tgk apa update terbaru...

PETRONAS financial highlights

paper hari ni kt bhg business terpampang besar PETRONAS punya performance for the financial yr 2008/2009. hmm as we have expected, the profit has declined due to lower crude oil price n global economic turmoil. but in term of revenue we were doing very well. penat ok to get all the business. even though the profit has declined we still give the government more...approx. 70 billion hengget. so pandai2 la guna waktu suasana ekonomi global x bagus nih. 50 billion hengget net profit...kira ok la tuh kan sbb ada company lain yg langsung xde profit...syukur alhamdulillah.

pastu ada jugak ckp2 pasal tan sri president punya successor. for me as long as he is not politician and has vast experience in corporate governance, i hv no problem. like what have been said in one of the reader's articles in the local newspaper, do not politicize petronas bcoz we dont want it to end up like pertamina...oppsss sorry indonesian but im talking based on fact.

RON 95

another hottest story after the fuel was launched lately. a lot of people coming to me to ask about it and i even was asked by KPDNHEP to brief on RON95. guys...rule of thumb, pls refer to your vehicle manual to know whether u can use RON95 or not. it is not the oil company tells u what u can use ok.

if the minimum requirement is RON92 or RON95, then u can use the new petrol RON 95 without any problem. but if the minimum requirement is RON97, u can't use RON95 ok...u hv to use RON97 and above. fyi, the price of RON97 will not be subsidized whereas RON95 is subsidized. RON92 will be discontinued.

should u need further clarification pls email me =p

Euro 2M

new fuel specification in the market. the main purpose of this specification is to lower down the sulfur content in both diesel and petrol. there other properties we changed but the main component is the sulfur. why do we need this? bcoz we need to cater for euro 2 engine design n above. so, for vehicle owners u dont have to worry so much about this. let us, the oil companies worry about it ok =p

so that's the new update...talk to u later

MH

it has been quite sometimes i didnt update the blog...time is very consuming and my hand was quite full lately even on weekends. hmm...time for a break? definitely!!! but i just dont know when it will be...

the weather is very hot lately...no raining for a couple of weeks already. the news said we will be facing el nino one more time; it's a damn dry season! the only best thing that i can do during dry season is continue running at bukit padang morning and evening; total up 8km per day but of course on weekends only.

for the past few weeks my life is about work, nothing interesting happened other than usual lepak2 day with friends and clients. quite boring huh? well, that's my life. im not sure when it will change...but of course the changes will be coming from me. hehe...

hmm...my friend's wedding was yesterday in seremban. a lot of people were asking why i didnt fly to his wedding coz they know we're quite close. as i have mentioned previously, i'm kinda a person who hates to attend wedding unless it is rsvp. last week i'm attending one my good friends wedding. i went there, met the couple and have a chat. after that i just left without eating anyting. see...how i hate wedding =p

 
wedding reception? hada haku kesah???

i need to get thru a quite stressfull weeks recently. flying here and there to do some troubleshooting. a lot of outstanding works at the office which i havent touch at all. so that's why i came to the office for the past few weekends.

yes...the God gave us 24 hours a day to manage our own life. it is us who control the time not the time control us. hmm...again, the art of time management.

tomorrow i'll be flying to kl for a meeting. then, rush back to kk on tuesday. my schedule is really tight. on saturday im going to offshore...hmm a new experience for me to be at the offshore platform. 4 years in kk this is will be the first time i'm going there. all these while we just communicate via mails. i even dont know with whom im dealing with at the platforms.

half of 2009 already passed by, another 6 months left before 2010. as i grew up, i've learned so many things about the world. sometimes i wish i can go back to the past and leave my life as a kid, less responsibilities i guess. opss...17 again???

k la...i write more later. i need to pack my things for kl. have a great weekdays.

MH

i just came across one of my friend's blog. it has been quite sometimes i didnt check out his blog coz im kinda lost of the address after my laptop was formatted. that's the problem if u use a laptop different from others. sapa yg susah skrg? i jugak yg susah sbb kena dok panggil org ICT betulkan i punya laptop...rasa nk campak laut jer.

well, first and foremost i hv to admit sometimes i ni jenis yg cpt jump into conclusion when i am mad. i cant think straight if i am emotionally unstable. but since my ego is tinggi melangit, things done is done. i wont turn back...wahhhh so much attitude katanya.

after reading his blog now i know why he didnt reply my mail and sms. he was burden with problems n stress. i am not sure what kind of problem n stress he's facing but i think he cannot take it anymore, so he dropped a tears...alone. kesian sgt kannnn.

pastu i pulak dok letak comment2 yg sarcastic n assume yg bukan2. like i always said to my close friends, i can be mean but not heartless. i rasa mcm nk call n ask what was happened tp due to certain reason i just cant do that. once i have said i cannot take it back. takpe la, dia dh besar panjang n boleh fikir.

once somebody has decided to get married, it means that she or he is ready to hold a greater responsibility. in marriage life, there's a lot of challenges that u have to face; financial, kids, families n so on. the life now is different from the previous generation. so i believe he is big enough n capable of solving his own problem.

cuma nasihat i...let it go by sharing with your close friends or wife or spouse or anybody u feel comfortable. if he or she cannot solve the problem, at least they listen to u...

as we are tear apart, i am not able to lend my ears anymore like before. still remember when u sent me mail at 1am telling me how tension u r with all the problems n stress that u have to face. i still hv that mail...

i've told u, as we step into another phase of life...things change

p/s: officemates and friends are different

MH

yesss...30-31 may ni cuti hari kaamatan negeri sabah. so i dpt la cuti pnjg hari jumaat ngan isnin. pastu next friday cuti birthday agong pulak. so if i amek cuti selasa till thursday i akan dpt 1 week. best tak??? hehe...org di semenanjung jgn cemburu tau =p

seminggu x hupdate blog...bz bangat d office after the new product launching. ada je keje nk kena buat. lps launching harus la kena buat briefing pulak kannn. pasni prepare briefing utk RON95 pulak...mana nk pegi offshore lg...hayoo schedule penuh nih.

the life so far so good. i hang out with a new group of people with new horizon. tgk wayang pun agak kerap...the latest was nite at the museum 2 ngan terminator salvation. nanti la i tulis review pasal both movies. skrg mcm x sempat lg nk prepare the write up.

apa i buat utk cuti kaamatan yg agak panjang nih? xde apa pun, even nk balik kl pun malas. keje ala2 bertimbun di office lg berangan nk balik kl kannnn. yesterday pun lepak office dr pg sampai ptg, padahal tgh cuti tuh. my to-do-list still a lot utk dipotong.

kaamatan nih pesta menuai utk org2 sabah. if kt sarawak diorang panggil hari gawai, kt sabah diorang panggil hari kaamatan. so bnyk la event yg diorang buat tp yg paling meletop is unduk ngadau. korang tau ker apa tuh?

unduk ngadau ni pertandingan ratu cantik org2 kadazan. antara kriteria utk join pertandingan ni ialah korang kena pandai ckp kadazan. masa pertandingan tuh nanti semua participant akan pakai baju tradisional mcm pic kt atas tuh. well...daphne iking pun ex-unduk ngadau tau. tp x tau la whether she still able to speak kadazan or not.

actually pesta kaamatan ni diraikan sepanjang bulan may tau cuma kemuncaknya is 30-31 may. mrasa la kan time tuh ramai bergelimpangan sbb mabuk. ni dh jd mcm they all punya budaya. tp x semua la kaum kt sabah cam gituh. ada segelintir jer yg jadikan mabuk2 nih budaya wajib. mati la i kena smash if ckp org sabah suka mabuk2 hehe...

k la got to go...i nk mandi dulu. baru balik joging nih harus la bau masam hehe

MH

after a week of flying here n there to organize the launching, finally i hv time for my own before series of briefing coming up next wk. sometimes handling 1 big state is quite tiring. tu la gatal kan masa management tanya whether i need assistance or not, i ckp x perlu hehehe...but this kind of situation is not always, kadang2 jer.

so far the launching went as expected, cuma kt tawau jer i agak bengang ngan hotel. even some people said x bagus sebut nama, tp i nk sebut jugak. we hv our event at promenade tawau. hotel nih mmg hotel baru n ada satu cawangan kt kk. if korang kt kk korang leh stay kt promenade kalau nk.

the sales person wasnt helpful langsung. i punya email pasal backdrop dia kata x terima. if kau x terima bgtau la awal2. besides mana ada org buat event xde backdrop, at least pun guna power point as backdrop. pastuh event i jam 0900 hours, dia boleh dtg jam 0900 gak. hayooo...mmg pompuan gila. i yg terkejar sana sini cari org utk setup the venue.

she suppose to be there earlier bcoz mana la tau ada last minute arrangement ker. masa i call boleh dia kata dia masuk keje kul 9am?!! hallloooo...ada aku kesah? yg penting event aku start kul 9 so dia kena la dtg awal, assisting me. so bila dia dtg jer trus la i smash. siap shoot email complaint lg. last2 hotel tuh antar surat mintak ampun. puas hati i...

bila i citer kt org le meridien, kebetulan she was frm promenade, she said kt tawau tuh semuanya org baru. konsep2 baru grad n x reti nk wat keje lg. hmm tu la next time kena la ada senior officer yg monitor this new staff. kan x pasal2 dh kena antar official apology letter to me hehe...

after tawau, the next destination was sandakan followed by kk. dua2 tmpt tuh mmg cemerlang bila bab2 organize event. segala benda yg i mintak semua diorang kasi. service yg diorang provide pun was very good. so harus la i kasi token of appreciation kt diorang kannnn...

at the same time i mcm bengang jugak la kt sorang officemate i nih. i dont know what is his problem. bila i antar mail or sms pasal keje mcm susah dia nk reply. tu lum lg if i tanya some personal things. sejak dua menjak nih, dekat2 nk kawen nih dia mcm susah nk reply my sms. i tanya pasal keje jer, bukan apa pun. i x pernah x reply sms pasal keje ok. if he has a problem of completing the job, bgtau jer la coz i can do it on my own.

if dia marah giler kt i sekalipun, tlg la be professional n jgn libatkan kerja. i x nk keje2 i terganggu oleh sbb2 yg personal. if dia ada masalah peribadi pun pegi la ckp kt someone yg boleh tolong, or at least dpt dgr masalah tuh pun dh cukup. yg penting jgn simpan sorang2...

everything now has changed after i came back frm the meeting in kl end of april recently. but sometimes in a wind of change there's something good awaits.

p/s: i am not the second choice or the second option...

MH

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy but you\'re not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that\'s still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

MH

i just watched the movie during its premier last thursday. right after i settled my work at the office, my friends and i drove to the cinema around 5pm. i bought the ticket earlier on the way back to the office form sapangar bay. i cant wait to watch the movie since it has been advertised long time ago. i am quite a fan of this kind of movie genre actually.

i think dan brown wrote the book better; as usual. same like when i watched lord of the ring before. well what can u expect, they cannot put everything in the book inside the movie itself; lebih 3 jam nanti citer tuh. but the 3 hours mmg x terasa.

so, what was the movie all about?

"Despite his notorious relationship with the Church, Harvard symbologist Robert Langdon is once again called upon to decipher the clues to a catastrophic conspiracy. The Pope has died, and before conclave can begin to determine his successor, the four preferitti (primary hopefuls for the papacy) are kidnapped. An ominous threat of their hourly demise, along with the complete annihilation of Vatican City, is issued as an elaborate revenge scheme for a persecuted group known as the Illuminati. With their meager time limit steadily counting down, Langdon, accompanied by beautiful physicist Vittoria Vetra, must travel throughout Rome to unravel the carefully hidden signs that will lead them to a terrifying adversary, a harrowing discovery, and the shocking truth."

well...i love the movie but somehow rather it is quite predictable. the real culprit can be obviously predicted once they forcely enter camerlengo's room when he was attacked by commander richter; a fake attack actually oppss...mati la spoiler =p

whatever the review said, i luv this movie n i think im gonna watch it again. n the most important thing is i went to all places showed in the movie when i was in rome last year i.e. st peter's square, piazza del popolo, piazza novana n etc. i missed rome hehehe...someday i will go there again but probably via milan =p.

one question after watching the movie...is illuminati really exist? there are movies telling us about illuminati.

hv a nice day!

MH

kami guru malaysia,
berikrar dan berjanji,
mendidik dan memimpin,
putera puteri negara kita...

pada seri paduka,
kami tumpahkan setia,
rukun negara kita,
panduan hidup kami semua...

i just wanna wish to all teachers in malaysia happy teacher's day...without you i am not where i am today. oppss...my mum herself is a teacher. happy teacher's day mother =p

just now i just text my teachers when i was in form 4 n form 5. the best part was they still remember who am i even though i havent seen them for 10 years. we had a short chat via sms. i really missed them. i wonder how are they doing.

since i've been in boarding school since i was 13, i am very much closer to teachers n friends. being far away from family during that time, i need someone to talk to. so since they were around me, whether i like it or not i hv to talk to them.

starting this wk till next wk i am bz like hell. the new product was launched last monday at kl convention center. this monday till friday we gonna have a roadshow n briefing within sabah. penatnya dh handle semua sorang2 but still i managed to prepare everything; hotel, promo, invitees etc. i cant wait for kaamatan holiday which will be end of may every year. yey...another long holiday.

last 2 days i had a painful gastric. i cannot even stand straight. fortunately i still hv my medicine on the table. hayooo...the next morning i mkn lebih sikit. yelah bnyk benda nk kena buat katanya kannnn. tu pun still perut rasa pedih. so for the next couple of days i kena make sure i x skip meals.

hari tuh my bff ada email firm structure. hehehe...kedudukan ibu merbok dh dinaikkan. sakit perut i gelak masa baca mail tuh. semua org mcm xde keje je nk buat kt ofis tuh. ada jer email yg bukan2. keje kt KK nih mmg fun n kurang stress. nanti2 la transfer balik KL hehe...

k la nk mandi dulu, pastu nk p ofis jap sbb nk tgk tiket flight esok jam brapa =p

MH