i just came across one of my friend's blog. it has been quite sometimes i didnt check out his blog coz im kinda lost of the address after my laptop was formatted. that's the problem if u use a laptop different from others. sapa yg susah skrg? i jugak yg susah sbb kena dok panggil org ICT betulkan i punya laptop...rasa nk campak laut jer.

well, first and foremost i hv to admit sometimes i ni jenis yg cpt jump into conclusion when i am mad. i cant think straight if i am emotionally unstable. but since my ego is tinggi melangit, things done is done. i wont turn back...wahhhh so much attitude katanya.

after reading his blog now i know why he didnt reply my mail and sms. he was burden with problems n stress. i am not sure what kind of problem n stress he's facing but i think he cannot take it anymore, so he dropped a tears...alone. kesian sgt kannnn.

pastu i pulak dok letak comment2 yg sarcastic n assume yg bukan2. like i always said to my close friends, i can be mean but not heartless. i rasa mcm nk call n ask what was happened tp due to certain reason i just cant do that. once i have said i cannot take it back. takpe la, dia dh besar panjang n boleh fikir.

once somebody has decided to get married, it means that she or he is ready to hold a greater responsibility. in marriage life, there's a lot of challenges that u have to face; financial, kids, families n so on. the life now is different from the previous generation. so i believe he is big enough n capable of solving his own problem.

cuma nasihat i...let it go by sharing with your close friends or wife or spouse or anybody u feel comfortable. if he or she cannot solve the problem, at least they listen to u...

as we are tear apart, i am not able to lend my ears anymore like before. still remember when u sent me mail at 1am telling me how tension u r with all the problems n stress that u have to face. i still hv that mail...

i've told u, as we step into another phase of life...things change

p/s: officemates and friends are different

MH